Monday, June 19, 2017

New Direction

Hello again, my lovelies!

Bet you didn't think you'd see me again this fast, did ya? ;)

A lot has been happening this past week. I don't want to go into a long story with a bunch of details, but suffice it to say, I've been struggling through a lot of questions for a long time, and haven't gotten a lot of clear answers along the way. This week seemed to just pile on more. But then God started doing some crazy things, and reminding me of Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose." I guess there's a lot of things you could take away from that verse, especially in context. But God always has our good in mind. Most importantly our spiritual good, but really, He's a good God, and a good Father, and delights in showering us with blessings of all kinds, whenever possible. Sometimes we don't take the time to notice and appreciate them, but they're there.

It's a little early to say what all might be gonna happen, but I'm getting the feeling here that God's making some changes in my life. Ones I've been praying about for a really, really long time, and sort of despaired of ever making happen. No, I'm not talking about a publishing contract, sadly. But other good things. And along with these twists of fate, God has been giving us some pretty obvious cues that He's here, taking care of things. I'm pretty excited to see what's in store for the summer, but I'd still really appreciate prayers as I try to pour more time and effort into making a go of the writing thing. I've been asking for a long time if it's what God wants me to be doing, especially when it just never seems to go anywhere... and honestly, I still don't know. But I see He's offered me an opportunity to give it the time and attention I've always longed to, so I'd like to give it my best, and hope that I can please Him, as well as you all. But prayers for direction, a full return to health (still battling remnants of that adrenal thing), and wisdom are still needed. Thanks in advance!

So, one thing I kind of wanted to do, since I may, MAYBE, actually be able to spend a little more time on my blog as well, is to ask you all what you'd like to see more of? I know there's not that many of y'all, and you're kind of a quiet bunch, but I'd really appreciate some feedback as I figure out where I want to take things. Let the voting commence.

  1. An ongoing story, chapter by chapter, like I did with Unseen Things
  2. An ongoing story that you get to vote for what happens next.
  3. More devotional series posts.
  4. Literary posts-- book reviews, writing advice-- that kind of thing.
  5. Simple, artful living type posts-- thoughts, ideas, and maybe a little philosophy on the art of living gracefully and simply with a heart for Jesus and stories.
Let me know what you think!

Monday, June 12, 2017

Blogging Failures

Hello, lovelies!

This whole blogging thing just ain't working for me.

I don't know how people do it, with these beautiful, successful blogs, with their awesome writing careers and brands that they somehow magically make work.  Are they really THAT focused on some one particular thing in their writing life that making it their one theme-- their "brand," actually comes easily? And do they really have enough time on their hands to keep up on posting ALL the time, in addition to their regular writing? And HOW for the love of Pete, do they gain this magical thing called a following?

Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate those of you, you faithful few, who keep up with my blog and social media regularly. It means a lot to know there are a few people out there interested in what I do. But it's a precious few.

I don't know how many countless times I've sat down and made big plans for this blog, for coming up with a solid brand, for posting regularly, for doing unique, fun things on a regular schedule... ha. Ha ha. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!! As much of a planner as I am, it's just not a realistic dream at this point. Do I still want to do fun and unique things? Of course. Would I still love to grow my audience? Well duh. Turns out though, I'm just not Superwoman. My life is just too complicated, busy, and crazy, and, as proved by that nervous breakdown incident this spring, trying to force myself to do everything just doesn't work. If there's anyone else out there who feels the pressure and just can't juggle all the demands, you're not alone! But admitting that I can't do it all, that I can't please everyone every time, that sometimes I need to just chill, has been a major step in getting back to feeling like a sane person. Not everyone is going to be happy when you say no, but when its a choice between health and sanity, vs. keeping up with everyone's expectations, please, choose sanity. They'll get over it, I promise.

So the two major things I've been struggling with when it comes to this whole blogging thing, are:
  • Sticking to a theme.
  • Sticking to a schedule.
And here's my ultimatum.
No pressure.
No more promises that things are changing, that there will be more happening on the blog, that as soon as things stop being QUITE so crazy, I'll do better. Things never. stop. being. crazy. And honestly, all this trying, trying, trying, gets to be counter productive. So here's what's going to happen. I'm going to post cool, unique, fun things, along with probably some boring things, and it's going to happen when it happens. Maybe I'll pick up a following, maybe not. But I'm going to be writing what's on my heart, regardless of whether it fits a brand. It's just going to be my crazy, country, writing life, and all the simple, good, amazing things that fill it up. It's going to have more flavor of the things that make me-- and my writing-- unique. The fantasy worlds that I create are driven by the life I live, the things I believe and hold dear, and the ideas I love, just like every other writer. How can you try to fit that into a box? Maybe someday I'll find a way. Maybe someday I'll finally make it as a writer, and be able to spend the hours I want keeping up with all the things they say you have to do... maybe someday I'll reach that lofty height of having a publisher, a marketing team, and a website that's run by someone else... In the mean time, welcome to my sloppy life.

Love,
         me

Monday, May 22, 2017

Upcoming Kindle Scout Campagn

     Today I'm setting out to answer the questions: Where on earth have I been for the past two months? And why didn't Quench the Day release when I said it would?

     The simple answer is: Life.
     I've been struggling for a long time with adrenal fatigue, and apparently letting a lot of things, inconsequential and otherwise, really get to me for a really long time, and it kind of all caught up with me at once. The fallout of all that accumulated stress ended up being massive, ongoing panic attacks, digestive issues, and nerves that were wound so tight I could've played the Orange Blossom Special on them. The month of April was not super fun for me. In the in-between times, when I wasn't having major meltdowns, I was pretty much glued to the couch reading books, and in the midst of all that I couldn't even look at my writing. Even though it was mostly complete, I just wasn't able to face it at all, let alone try to put together any kind of marketing for the launch.
     But even in all that God has blessed me. He's been working on some things with my heart, and dealing with some of those issues that were stressing me out for so long. That's not to say I've become a perfect Christian and am completely healed... both items are a work in progress, as always. But the important thing is that there is progress. There's still some bad days, but there's quite a few good days now too, and I'm so thankful.
     All that time off from writing though made me realize that I had been rushing a bit to get the book done and get it released, and that there were a few things that could be improved upon a bit, so I went ahead a made some more revisions, including a couple extra short scenes that one of my beta readers had recommended putting in, and that never would have made it without that forced hiatus. I think they make the story richer, and with those and the other revisions to be beginning, I'm a lot happier with the whole book. So, Yay!

     Another result of taking some time off was that it gave me a chance to take a second look at an opportunity that I had dismissed earlier, the Kindle Scout program. If you haven't heard of it, it's a fantastic opportunity for both writers AND readers. If you're looking for new reading material, you can go on there and check out never-before-published books by both new and established authors, read a lengthy except, and nominate the ones you love. All you need is an account with Amazon. If a book gets enough nominations, it will get reviewed by the Kindle Scout team, and possibly picked up for publishing. For readers, that means that if you nominate a book and it gets published by Kindle Scout, they will send you a FREE advance copy of the Kindle book. For writers, that means if your book is well-liked, you could actually get paid for it (whaaaaaaat?!). LOL! If Quench the Day got picked up by Kindle Scout, it would mean marketing, a modest paycheck, and possibly an audio book. And I'd still be able to publish the paperback version of the book through Createspace, which I was planning on doing anyway. And it all happens pretty fast. Books are only up for review and nomination for 30 days.
     So, this is an early plea for your help! Yes, Quench's release date will be postponed for a little while, but not super long (my Kindle Scout champagne will only run for a of total 45 days. 30 for readers' nominations, and 15 for Kindle team's review), but I'm hoping it will be worth it. If nothing else, it'll give me the chance to work on book 2 in the series!
     I'm hoping to get Quench the Day's champagne started within a week or so, so PLEASE keep an eye on my blog and social media for updates. I need your help, guys!
     In the mean time, check out the Kindle Scout program, see how it works, and start scouting for new reading material. Just save me a nomination!

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Quench the Day Cover Reveal

     Guys! I'm so excited!!!
     It feels like I've been waiting to share this with you forever! No April Fools. With one month to go until Quench the Day's release date, may I present the official cover, created by Abby Rodriguez....



     One month, folks! As a bonus, check out the back cover blurb and read the first chapter here. And don't forget to stay tuned for more!

Friday, March 17, 2017

Building a book: 4 Tips for Creating Deep Characters from Scratch

     I'm getting really excited about my upcoming book release! Truthfully, I've been dying to start spreading word about my newest creation!
     Interestingly, since publishing Betrayer in 2014, I've had several people, when they heard I had indie published a book, interested in how I went about the creating and publishing process. So I'd like to try and take a few blog posts to highlight some of the major steps in my journey through creation and publication. And, it's a great excuse to talk a little about my upcoming release! ;)

     Great characters are pretty much THE thing you need when you're writing fiction. Fall-in-lovable characters truly cover a multitude of writerly sins, and no matter how fantastic your concept is, or how intricately woven your plot, or how poetic your descriptions, it's all pretty much for naught if your readers can't connect with your characters. But, speaking from experience, fabulous characters don't just create themselves. There are so many GREAT blogs out there for writers, with awesome, in-depth articles on specific ways to make your characters really special, from creating the perfect villain, to making readers sympathize with your hero. But what I want to talk about is how I actually built the characters from the ground up, plus some tips to make the process a little more efficient, if you're still in the conceptual stages of your WIP.

     For my Red Wolf Trilogy, (the first book, Quench the Day, will hopefully be coming out this spring), I started out with a basic plot idea, and began to develop that first, before I found characters to fit the story. I love books with characters who will drive the story forward of their own volition. Characters who are so well developed that they sometimes misbehave and do things they weren't supposed to... and still manage to pull it off. Those kinds of characters. Here are a few things that helped in building and fine-tuning my cast of characters.

1. What kind of shoes do they have to fill?  

     First off, the basics. Namely, what kind of person would be acting the way your character needs to act? Seems pretty obvious, but sometimes boiling down the idea and stating it in a simple question helps to focus your thinking process.
     A good thing to consider at this point too would be what kind of mood you want for your story, because it's the characters, far more than your own writing voice, that are going to pull that off.
     In Quench the Day, my second MC (main character) is Aaro D'Araines, a cattle rancher and cousin to the king. He's got a pretty intense personality, which he needs in order to turn himself into an assassin. But he's not entirely dark and brooding, either. He's cocky and confident, just because he can be, but he's got enough of a sense of humor that he's not a jerk. He also has a sense of raw honesty and irony toward himself and the situations he's put in. Overall, he gives the story an intense flavor, without being oppressive or dark (at least that's what I was going for!).
     Now, I could have drastically changed the outlook of the book, and still kept the plot, if I had used a wildly sarcastic character, or a character riddled with self-doubt, or a peevish scholarly character. Don't just build a character because they can do what you want them to do, but make sure its someone who will shape the mood of your story as well.
     Contrasts often add depth. Thus the ever-popular wise-cracking antihero forced to save the world. It can get clichéd, or irritating if it's taken too far, but it's a legitimate way to spice up your story. Having your hero react in ways that are quirky or unique (gestures, thought processes, the way he phrases his words, the things he can find humor in, or the little, stupid things that rub him the wrong way), shows off his individuality, breathing life into him.

2. What is their MBTI personality type?

     This year I discovered Meyer's-Briggs personality typing, and it has been groundbreaking! As an INTJ (one of the rarest types, especially for women), suddenly I was able to understand myself better... and why I sometimes feel like an alien... but anywho. It has been SO helpful in my writing as well. You can find more info on MBTI and take the personality test here. I took the test for all of my main characters, and for some more minor characters who were giving me a hard time. I can't even begin to express how helpful this was! It brought a sense of clarity and depth with the personality type descriptions that made my job of digging into characters' minds much easier. It brought together their actions, reactions, and thought processes, and helped iron out some wishy-washy characters.
     My other MC in Quench, Rowan, was giving me a hard time for a while. I knew she needed to be outspoken, willful, strong and confident, but also smart and logical. She has a temper, but isn't ruled by it. But getting that fine line in the right place turned out to be a little tricky. Taking the personality test for her, I found out she's and ENTP-- extroverted, intuitive, thinking, perceiving. The personality that's an extrovert, but also a lone wolf, a maverick, a devil's advocate, and a master conversationalist.  She can provoke anyone, but then bluff her way out of it. Someone who's too smart and outspoken for their own good. It pinned down the details of her character that I was struggling with, and gave me insight into how she would think. It suggested some common traits for ENTP personalities that I hadn't considered, that I was able to tweak for Rowan and others characters. Jackpot!

3. Pinterest!

     While this isn't, perhaps, super necessary, I found it fun and helpful to put together a Pinterest board for my two MCs, plus the villain. Let's face it, who doesn't imagine what their character would look like if they stepped onto the silver screen? It's great to put together some visual cues on how your characters look and dress, quotes that sound like them, plus other relevant tidbits. It keeps things fresh and exciting.

     Here are the boards I put together for my MCs.
     Rowan.
     Aaro.
     Ormand.

4. What drives them?

     This is the place where personality type, character history, and their special spark of individuality all collide. You have to ask, "What would motivate a character like this to do something like that?" Turning a decent guy into a murderer. Making an independent girl willingly marry someone who's almost a stranger. What makes them tick? This is also a great place to start looking for theme, but we're not talking about theme yet, so this is me, sticking to topic.
     You end up playing psychologist, criminologist, and detective all at once. Look at the events of your plot, look at your characters' personalities, look at their history, and then start digging deep. Boil it down to one word, if you can. One trait that drives their actions and decisions. And then explore all the facets of that trait.
     For Aaro, his outstanding trait is loyalty. It makes him protective toward his friends and the people he's responsible for, slow to act rashly, and in return, it attracts loyalty from others. But once broken and twisted, that same sense of loyalty consumes him with a need for revenge. It's really interesting to take a trait like that and explore all the positive and negative ways that it would play out, and then put them into action, not just in regards the main plot, but in the nuances of all their interactions.

     I hope this peek into my character creation process was helpful! It was actually pretty cool for me to go through and pin down some of the steps I went through in this latest book as well. Plus, getting to give a sneak peak at some of my characters for the first time is pretty exciting!
     I'm hoping to continue this book creation series with some more reveals about the upcoming release of Quench the Day, culminating in some book giveaways, so stay tuned! In the mean time, tell me what you think. Are there any secret weapons you use for creating great characters? I'd love to hear about them!