Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Friday, January 25, 2019
Book Launch
Today's the OFFICIAL day, folks! Unmask the Night is now available in Kindle and paperback editions. Yaaayyy!!!!!
Originally I had planned on announcing some fun extras to go with Unmask's launch this week, but of course, this was the week that the dreaded tummy bug chose to visit our house. NOOOO!!! As a result, I haven't gotten a thing accomplished all week. But, despite the lack of fanfare, it still got sent off into the world on schedule, and looking pretty sharp with another great cover from the talented Abby Rodriguez. I'm so excited to hear what you guys think of it!
Friday, January 18, 2019
Unmask the Night Release Date
Check it out, my friends. We finally got some snow! Oh, and that just happens to be the proof copy of Unmask the Night. Yep. That's right. My 4th book is about to be released into the world. *Sniffs* Proud mama here.
The official release date is January 25! The Kindle book is now available for pre-order on Amazon, so check it out! See you in a week!
Thursday, January 10, 2019
New Year's Non-Resolutions.
Greetings, fair reader.
I'm happy to report that Unmask the Night, that most troublesome manuscript of mine, is at last in its final stages of preparation. That joyous time when writing is finished, editing is done, and my inner author finally gets to take a very small break. That hateful, tear-filled time of tedious battles with Amazon's obtuse technical specs, the endless maze of navigating Microsoft Word on an ancient laptop that freezes every thirty seconds, and muttered insults at technology everywhere. It's a time of slowly, angrily dying inside. Of creativity and free spirit weeping and quivering in a corner of my mind... Anyway, you get the idea. Book 2 of Red Wolf is getting itself made presentable. I'm a bit nervous to give a solid release date, since I know how those things tend to fall apart on me, however, I am *cautiously* optimistic in hinting that it should happen before the end of January.
I never got around to making any posts for the holiday's this year, which makes me a little sad. I hope you all had a wonderful season. Ours was very nice, even with the inevitable party overload, but very chill this year. We went very simple, and didn't even put up a tree. Yes, I missed it. But after a rough year, it was really great to simplify and just enjoy having Hubby home for those extra days, relaxing, getting extra sleep, and pulling off those parties without extra fuss.
With the end of the year, I always get introspective. I've never been big on making New Year's resolutions, but I like to take a look at my life and spend some time dreaming and thinking about where I'd like to be. This season something jumped out at me that has stuck in my brain and really influenced a lot of my intentions and goals for the coming year, both for my home, and for this blog. It was a line from The Two Towers (the movie version) which I had a chance to revisit over the holidays. Orcs have overrun Helm's Deep, and Theoden, in a daze and expecting to be wiped out, says, "What can men do against such reckless hate?" I feel like that could be the lament for our time and our culture. Everywhere I turn, whether it's social media with its endless memes, to news media, it seems like America is drowning in rage. And if not rage, then sarcasm and casual indifference. Nothing is sacred, and rudeness has no filter. For an introverted empath like myself, it can feel like any contact with the world is an attack. And when I'm dealing with my own ugliness, insecurities, anxieties, and humanity, just turning on my computer in the morning can drag me into a really dark place if I'm not careful.
I'm not making any resolutions, or setting any hard goals for anything, but this year I want to be more intentional about creating peaceful spaces. I want my home to be a haven. I want to celebrate reading nooks, potted herbs, paper and ink, hazy summer mornings and whole, nutritious foods. I want to de-clutter and clean and create an environment where my soul can be at peace. Instead of visualizing some perfect future where I can be happy because all's right in my life, my house is clean, chores are done, and magically there's nothing else on the to-do list, I want to find moments to live in. Moments where I can slow down and take it all in and remind myself to simply be alive. And I'm really hoping to be able to share some of those moments here. I'd like to create a space here, even if it's just a virtual one, to celebrate those geeky, homegrown moments of goodness. Maybe share some recipes, or talk about old fashioned things. Go all fangirl over garden weeds like dandelion and yarrow that are actually undercover superheroes. Just sayin'. Maybe it'll happen.
For now, keep an eye out for Unmask the Night. I'm hoping to get some special book-themed posts up here in the next few weeks. Super excited!
I'm happy to report that Unmask the Night, that most troublesome manuscript of mine, is at last in its final stages of preparation. That joyous time when writing is finished, editing is done, and my inner author finally gets to take a very small break. That hateful, tear-filled time of tedious battles with Amazon's obtuse technical specs, the endless maze of navigating Microsoft Word on an ancient laptop that freezes every thirty seconds, and muttered insults at technology everywhere. It's a time of slowly, angrily dying inside. Of creativity and free spirit weeping and quivering in a corner of my mind... Anyway, you get the idea. Book 2 of Red Wolf is getting itself made presentable. I'm a bit nervous to give a solid release date, since I know how those things tend to fall apart on me, however, I am *cautiously* optimistic in hinting that it should happen before the end of January.
I never got around to making any posts for the holiday's this year, which makes me a little sad. I hope you all had a wonderful season. Ours was very nice, even with the inevitable party overload, but very chill this year. We went very simple, and didn't even put up a tree. Yes, I missed it. But after a rough year, it was really great to simplify and just enjoy having Hubby home for those extra days, relaxing, getting extra sleep, and pulling off those parties without extra fuss.
With the end of the year, I always get introspective. I've never been big on making New Year's resolutions, but I like to take a look at my life and spend some time dreaming and thinking about where I'd like to be. This season something jumped out at me that has stuck in my brain and really influenced a lot of my intentions and goals for the coming year, both for my home, and for this blog. It was a line from The Two Towers (the movie version) which I had a chance to revisit over the holidays. Orcs have overrun Helm's Deep, and Theoden, in a daze and expecting to be wiped out, says, "What can men do against such reckless hate?" I feel like that could be the lament for our time and our culture. Everywhere I turn, whether it's social media with its endless memes, to news media, it seems like America is drowning in rage. And if not rage, then sarcasm and casual indifference. Nothing is sacred, and rudeness has no filter. For an introverted empath like myself, it can feel like any contact with the world is an attack. And when I'm dealing with my own ugliness, insecurities, anxieties, and humanity, just turning on my computer in the morning can drag me into a really dark place if I'm not careful.
I'm not making any resolutions, or setting any hard goals for anything, but this year I want to be more intentional about creating peaceful spaces. I want my home to be a haven. I want to celebrate reading nooks, potted herbs, paper and ink, hazy summer mornings and whole, nutritious foods. I want to de-clutter and clean and create an environment where my soul can be at peace. Instead of visualizing some perfect future where I can be happy because all's right in my life, my house is clean, chores are done, and magically there's nothing else on the to-do list, I want to find moments to live in. Moments where I can slow down and take it all in and remind myself to simply be alive. And I'm really hoping to be able to share some of those moments here. I'd like to create a space here, even if it's just a virtual one, to celebrate those geeky, homegrown moments of goodness. Maybe share some recipes, or talk about old fashioned things. Go all fangirl over garden weeds like dandelion and yarrow that are actually undercover superheroes. Just sayin'. Maybe it'll happen.
For now, keep an eye out for Unmask the Night. I'm hoping to get some special book-themed posts up here in the next few weeks. Super excited!
Sunday, December 10, 2017
Book Giveaway LAST DAY!
Guys, this is your LAST DAY to enter for a chance to win signed copies of all three of my books! Don't miss it!
http://www.rafflecopter.com/rafl/display/a328b2b51/?
Winner will be announced Monday evening!
Also, don't forget, Betrayer Kindle e-book is on sale this week for only $.99! Pick up a digital copy to take with you on your phone or Kindle. Or, borrow all three books through KU (Kindle Unlimited) for FREE.
Next week I have another little surprise planned, which I'll be announcing tomorrow along with the giveaway winner. Have I mentioned how excited I get about Christmas? LOL.
Friday, March 17, 2017
Building a book: 4 Tips for Creating Deep Characters from Scratch
I'm getting really excited about my upcoming book release! Truthfully, I've been dying to start spreading word about my newest creation!
Interestingly, since publishing Betrayer in 2014, I've had several people, when they heard I had indie published a book, interested in how I went about the creating and publishing process. So I'd like to try and take a few blog posts to highlight some of the major steps in my journey through creation and publication. And, it's a great excuse to talk a little about my upcoming release! ;)
Great characters are pretty much THE thing you need when you're writing fiction. Fall-in-lovable characters truly cover a multitude of writerly sins, and no matter how fantastic your concept is, or how intricately woven your plot, or how poetic your descriptions, it's all pretty much for naught if your readers can't connect with your characters. But, speaking from experience, fabulous characters don't just create themselves. There are so many GREAT blogs out there for writers, with awesome, in-depth articles on specific ways to make your characters really special, from creating the perfect villain, to making readers sympathize with your hero. But what I want to talk about is how I actually built the characters from the ground up, plus some tips to make the process a little more efficient, if you're still in the conceptual stages of your WIP.
For my Red Wolf Trilogy, (the first book, Quench the Day, will hopefully be coming out this spring), I started out with a basic plot idea, and began to develop that first, before I found characters to fit the story. I love books with characters who will drive the story forward of their own volition. Characters who are so well developed that they sometimes misbehave and do things they weren't supposed to... and still manage to pull it off. Those kinds of characters. Here are a few things that helped in building and fine-tuning my cast of characters.
1. What kind of shoes do they have to fill?
First off, the basics. Namely, what kind of person would be acting the way your character needs to act? Seems pretty obvious, but sometimes boiling down the idea and stating it in a simple question helps to focus your thinking process.
A good thing to consider at this point too would be what kind of mood you want for your story, because it's the characters, far more than your own writing voice, that are going to pull that off.
In Quench the Day, my second MC (main character) is Aaro D'Araines, a cattle rancher and cousin to the king. He's got a pretty intense personality, which he needs in order to turn himself into an assassin. But he's not entirely dark and brooding, either. He's cocky and confident, just because he can be, but he's got enough of a sense of humor that he's not a jerk. He also has a sense of raw honesty and irony toward himself and the situations he's put in. Overall, he gives the story an intense flavor, without being oppressive or dark (at least that's what I was going for!).
Now, I could have drastically changed the outlook of the book, and still kept the plot, if I had used a wildly sarcastic character, or a character riddled with self-doubt, or a peevish scholarly character. Don't just build a character because they can do what you want them to do, but make sure its someone who will shape the mood of your story as well.
Contrasts often add depth. Thus the ever-popular wise-cracking antihero forced to save the world. It can get clichéd, or irritating if it's taken too far, but it's a legitimate way to spice up your story. Having your hero react in ways that are quirky or unique (gestures, thought processes, the way he phrases his words, the things he can find humor in, or the little, stupid things that rub him the wrong way), shows off his individuality, breathing life into him.
2. What is their MBTI personality type?
This year I discovered Meyer's-Briggs personality typing, and it has been groundbreaking! As an INTJ (one of the rarest types, especially for women), suddenly I was able to understand myself better... and why I sometimes feel like an alien... but anywho. It has been SO helpful in my writing as well. You can find more info on MBTI and take the personality test here. I took the test for all of my main characters, and for some more minor characters who were giving me a hard time. I can't even begin to express how helpful this was! It brought a sense of clarity and depth with the personality type descriptions that made my job of digging into characters' minds much easier. It brought together their actions, reactions, and thought processes, and helped iron out some wishy-washy characters.
My other MC in Quench, Rowan, was giving me a hard time for a while. I knew she needed to be outspoken, willful, strong and confident, but also smart and logical. She has a temper, but isn't ruled by it. But getting that fine line in the right place turned out to be a little tricky. Taking the personality test for her, I found out she's and ENTP-- extroverted, intuitive, thinking, perceiving. The personality that's an extrovert, but also a lone wolf, a maverick, a devil's advocate, and a master conversationalist. She can provoke anyone, but then bluff her way out of it. Someone who's too smart and outspoken for their own good. It pinned down the details of her character that I was struggling with, and gave me insight into how she would think. It suggested some common traits for ENTP personalities that I hadn't considered, that I was able to tweak for Rowan and others characters. Jackpot!
3. Pinterest!
While this isn't, perhaps, super necessary, I found it fun and helpful to put together a Pinterest board for my two MCs, plus the villain. Let's face it, who doesn't imagine what their character would look like if they stepped onto the silver screen? It's great to put together some visual cues on how your characters look and dress, quotes that sound like them, plus other relevant tidbits. It keeps things fresh and exciting.
Here are the boards I put together for my MCs.
Rowan.
Aaro.
Ormand.
4. What drives them?
This is the place where personality type, character history, and their special spark of individuality all collide. You have to ask, "What would motivate a character like this to do something like that?" Turning a decent guy into a murderer. Making an independent girl willingly marry someone who's almost a stranger. What makes them tick? This is also a great place to start looking for theme, but we're not talking about theme yet, so this is me, sticking to topic.
You end up playing psychologist, criminologist, and detective all at once. Look at the events of your plot, look at your characters' personalities, look at their history, and then start digging deep. Boil it down to one word, if you can. One trait that drives their actions and decisions. And then explore all the facets of that trait.
For Aaro, his outstanding trait is loyalty. It makes him protective toward his friends and the people he's responsible for, slow to act rashly, and in return, it attracts loyalty from others. But once broken and twisted, that same sense of loyalty consumes him with a need for revenge. It's really interesting to take a trait like that and explore all the positive and negative ways that it would play out, and then put them into action, not just in regards the main plot, but in the nuances of all their interactions.
I hope this peek into my character creation process was helpful! It was actually pretty cool for me to go through and pin down some of the steps I went through in this latest book as well. Plus, getting to give a sneak peak at some of my characters for the first time is pretty exciting!
I'm hoping to continue this book creation series with some more reveals about the upcoming release of Quench the Day, culminating in some book giveaways, so stay tuned! In the mean time, tell me what you think. Are there any secret weapons you use for creating great characters? I'd love to hear about them!
Interestingly, since publishing Betrayer in 2014, I've had several people, when they heard I had indie published a book, interested in how I went about the creating and publishing process. So I'd like to try and take a few blog posts to highlight some of the major steps in my journey through creation and publication. And, it's a great excuse to talk a little about my upcoming release! ;)
Great characters are pretty much THE thing you need when you're writing fiction. Fall-in-lovable characters truly cover a multitude of writerly sins, and no matter how fantastic your concept is, or how intricately woven your plot, or how poetic your descriptions, it's all pretty much for naught if your readers can't connect with your characters. But, speaking from experience, fabulous characters don't just create themselves. There are so many GREAT blogs out there for writers, with awesome, in-depth articles on specific ways to make your characters really special, from creating the perfect villain, to making readers sympathize with your hero. But what I want to talk about is how I actually built the characters from the ground up, plus some tips to make the process a little more efficient, if you're still in the conceptual stages of your WIP.
For my Red Wolf Trilogy, (the first book, Quench the Day, will hopefully be coming out this spring), I started out with a basic plot idea, and began to develop that first, before I found characters to fit the story. I love books with characters who will drive the story forward of their own volition. Characters who are so well developed that they sometimes misbehave and do things they weren't supposed to... and still manage to pull it off. Those kinds of characters. Here are a few things that helped in building and fine-tuning my cast of characters.
1. What kind of shoes do they have to fill?
First off, the basics. Namely, what kind of person would be acting the way your character needs to act? Seems pretty obvious, but sometimes boiling down the idea and stating it in a simple question helps to focus your thinking process.
A good thing to consider at this point too would be what kind of mood you want for your story, because it's the characters, far more than your own writing voice, that are going to pull that off.
In Quench the Day, my second MC (main character) is Aaro D'Araines, a cattle rancher and cousin to the king. He's got a pretty intense personality, which he needs in order to turn himself into an assassin. But he's not entirely dark and brooding, either. He's cocky and confident, just because he can be, but he's got enough of a sense of humor that he's not a jerk. He also has a sense of raw honesty and irony toward himself and the situations he's put in. Overall, he gives the story an intense flavor, without being oppressive or dark (at least that's what I was going for!).
Now, I could have drastically changed the outlook of the book, and still kept the plot, if I had used a wildly sarcastic character, or a character riddled with self-doubt, or a peevish scholarly character. Don't just build a character because they can do what you want them to do, but make sure its someone who will shape the mood of your story as well.
Contrasts often add depth. Thus the ever-popular wise-cracking antihero forced to save the world. It can get clichéd, or irritating if it's taken too far, but it's a legitimate way to spice up your story. Having your hero react in ways that are quirky or unique (gestures, thought processes, the way he phrases his words, the things he can find humor in, or the little, stupid things that rub him the wrong way), shows off his individuality, breathing life into him.
2. What is their MBTI personality type?
This year I discovered Meyer's-Briggs personality typing, and it has been groundbreaking! As an INTJ (one of the rarest types, especially for women), suddenly I was able to understand myself better... and why I sometimes feel like an alien... but anywho. It has been SO helpful in my writing as well. You can find more info on MBTI and take the personality test here. I took the test for all of my main characters, and for some more minor characters who were giving me a hard time. I can't even begin to express how helpful this was! It brought a sense of clarity and depth with the personality type descriptions that made my job of digging into characters' minds much easier. It brought together their actions, reactions, and thought processes, and helped iron out some wishy-washy characters.
My other MC in Quench, Rowan, was giving me a hard time for a while. I knew she needed to be outspoken, willful, strong and confident, but also smart and logical. She has a temper, but isn't ruled by it. But getting that fine line in the right place turned out to be a little tricky. Taking the personality test for her, I found out she's and ENTP-- extroverted, intuitive, thinking, perceiving. The personality that's an extrovert, but also a lone wolf, a maverick, a devil's advocate, and a master conversationalist. She can provoke anyone, but then bluff her way out of it. Someone who's too smart and outspoken for their own good. It pinned down the details of her character that I was struggling with, and gave me insight into how she would think. It suggested some common traits for ENTP personalities that I hadn't considered, that I was able to tweak for Rowan and others characters. Jackpot!
3. Pinterest!
While this isn't, perhaps, super necessary, I found it fun and helpful to put together a Pinterest board for my two MCs, plus the villain. Let's face it, who doesn't imagine what their character would look like if they stepped onto the silver screen? It's great to put together some visual cues on how your characters look and dress, quotes that sound like them, plus other relevant tidbits. It keeps things fresh and exciting.
Here are the boards I put together for my MCs.
Rowan.
Aaro.
Ormand.
4. What drives them?
This is the place where personality type, character history, and their special spark of individuality all collide. You have to ask, "What would motivate a character like this to do something like that?" Turning a decent guy into a murderer. Making an independent girl willingly marry someone who's almost a stranger. What makes them tick? This is also a great place to start looking for theme, but we're not talking about theme yet, so this is me, sticking to topic.
You end up playing psychologist, criminologist, and detective all at once. Look at the events of your plot, look at your characters' personalities, look at their history, and then start digging deep. Boil it down to one word, if you can. One trait that drives their actions and decisions. And then explore all the facets of that trait.
For Aaro, his outstanding trait is loyalty. It makes him protective toward his friends and the people he's responsible for, slow to act rashly, and in return, it attracts loyalty from others. But once broken and twisted, that same sense of loyalty consumes him with a need for revenge. It's really interesting to take a trait like that and explore all the positive and negative ways that it would play out, and then put them into action, not just in regards the main plot, but in the nuances of all their interactions.
I hope this peek into my character creation process was helpful! It was actually pretty cool for me to go through and pin down some of the steps I went through in this latest book as well. Plus, getting to give a sneak peak at some of my characters for the first time is pretty exciting!
I'm hoping to continue this book creation series with some more reveals about the upcoming release of Quench the Day, culminating in some book giveaways, so stay tuned! In the mean time, tell me what you think. Are there any secret weapons you use for creating great characters? I'd love to hear about them!
Saturday, October 1, 2016
When Writing and Life Merge.
Well, I hope you can all forgive me for being delinquent yet again with my posting schedule. Part of that last week was thanks to looking forward to having a couple wisdom teeth pulled - and by "looking forward" I mean the 'anticipating my last day on earth' type of looking forward. Thankfully, it wasn't my last day on earth, and after spending most of the week on the couch binge watching super corny fantasy/sci-fi/horror shows on Kindle (because, seriously, after getting two teeth dug out in pieces and being awake for it, who couldn't commiserate with a little slasher, monster action?),
I'm finally corralling my brain into a semblance of functionality again. Getting there as least.
Anyhow, on to topic. I've been thinking lately about how much being a writer has influenced me. From the decisions I make, to the books and television that I really love or really don't love - really it's shaped my world view in general, probably almost as much as Christianity has. Writing has never been as simple as a career choice, or a hobby. It's been who I am for almost as long as I've been anybody at all - by which I mean since I grew out of my obligatory childhood obsession with horses as was able to start making informed opinions and decisions. So I guess, thanks to that, it's always been so ingrained that I don't even give it much thought any more, except for once in awhile when I realize I've just done, or am contemplating, something that most people would never even dream of, much less consider. Or if they do, it's not for the same reasons. Or when I realize the thread of thought I'm following is just so bizarre it's a good thing no one can read my mind...
This past weekend was one of those times.
If I was a character in one of my stories, I'd be the little hermit lady living on the mountain, gathering herbs and milking goats, and keeping chickens, that's about two marbles away from being crazy, but the heroes, out of desperation, drag their dying comrade through the forbidden forest, fending off my pet dragon, to seek my herbalist wisdom to cure their friend. Yeah - I'm that character. Not the beautiful warrior maiden or the powerful queen. The crazy hermit. In real life I do keep a flock of chickens, have a garden, do canning and dehydrating, make every single thing we eat from scratch, and pick wild edible things, like huckleberries, dandelion, yarrow, peppermint, and elderberry, though I haven't found a good local source for elderberry yet. (By way of disclaimer, this is NOT any kind of medical blog, nor will it ever be. Nor am I a medical professional. I'm not offering advice, only sharing some interesting experiences. If this sparks your interest, I'd encourage you to do some reading of your own, and remember, it's taken me thirty years to get this crazy. It wasn't something I went looking for over night o.0 )
Anyway, I say all this to introduce the fact that I've already been harvesting yarrow for years, and am fairly well acquainted with many of its medicinal uses, like stopping bleeding, reducing fever and pain, and fighting infection, etc. It's pretty much a super star in its own right. Aside from the herbalist and homesteading blogging community, you don't really hear much about it, but historically, it's been used in fist aid applications for millennia. Something that any savvy novelist would be happy to know and file for future reference. Lately one of my friends who's also into obscure herb lore was saying how she's making yarrow salve, and I thought that sounded like a good idea, especially since I hadn't gotten any dried and put away yet for the year. So Sunday afternoon I dragged Hubby out with the 4-wheeler to take me yarrow picking on the family farm. Then, stocked with a bag full of fresh yarrow, some oil, string, and mortar and pestle, just like the crazy herbalist character, I went to work...
Yes, I do, in fact, own a marble mortar and pestle set. Just to get that out of the way...
So, while I'm using castor oil for the salve, which will need to marinate for a couple weeks before beeswax gets added, I also did a tiny little batch with olive oil, crushing the yarrow extra well, and heating the oil a little bit so that it would be ready to use right away. Call it my writer's eagerness to experiment, but I was like hey - wisdom teeth out on Monday, let's see if this stuff actually works. And for the record - yes it does. Also for the record, I used olive instead of castor oil on the small batch because I haven't tried castor oil anywhere but on my skin, and since I thought I might be using it in my mouth, I wanted to play it safe. Even though people do swallow castor oil. *Shudders*
Right now you're probably thinking "Man...even by writer's standards you're crazy." But that's not entirely true. I would have used my yarrow concoction with or without the incentive of "research," because it's something I had confidence in. I've used it before, and read a lot about it. It's real-world applicable, not just interesting for the sake of writing. And I wouldn't have used it unless I actually needed it. But after getting home from having teeth pulled, and not being able to get them to stop bleeding (probably because I was having a little panic attack at the time), I did use my yarrow/olive oil solution on them, and it stopped it. Instantly.
So, loooong story short, now I not only have reading knowledge of how something might work in the world of story, I have first-hand experience! Woohoo! Though I wouldn't have complained about a less emotional and painful way of getting it... still. The fact that, in the middle of a completely miserable day of turture, the thing that pops into a writer's mind is "well, this sucks. Maybe I can use it in a book some time," seems to point to writers being not fully human. A sub species, perhaps? There's a standing joke with one of my friends that I'm part were-wolf. Maybe there's some truth to that. On the other hand, maybe writers are the most human of all. Because of anyone, we have the most cause to embrace our pain, and to own our experiences, both good and bad. When you read a book and it touches something deep down in your soul, and makes you cry, or surprises you into laughter, or begins to heal a hurt - I guarantee that's the author's own blood, dripping invisibly onto the page and reaching out to you. Instead of trying to forget their horrible experiences, they've harnessed them, and used them to infuse truth into their fiction, mixing a potent brew as powerful as any spell, capable of healing, or wounding, of changing hearts or changing the world.
I'm finally corralling my brain into a semblance of functionality again. Getting there as least.
Anyhow, on to topic. I've been thinking lately about how much being a writer has influenced me. From the decisions I make, to the books and television that I really love or really don't love - really it's shaped my world view in general, probably almost as much as Christianity has. Writing has never been as simple as a career choice, or a hobby. It's been who I am for almost as long as I've been anybody at all - by which I mean since I grew out of my obligatory childhood obsession with horses as was able to start making informed opinions and decisions. So I guess, thanks to that, it's always been so ingrained that I don't even give it much thought any more, except for once in awhile when I realize I've just done, or am contemplating, something that most people would never even dream of, much less consider. Or if they do, it's not for the same reasons. Or when I realize the thread of thought I'm following is just so bizarre it's a good thing no one can read my mind...
This past weekend was one of those times.
If I was a character in one of my stories, I'd be the little hermit lady living on the mountain, gathering herbs and milking goats, and keeping chickens, that's about two marbles away from being crazy, but the heroes, out of desperation, drag their dying comrade through the forbidden forest, fending off my pet dragon, to seek my herbalist wisdom to cure their friend. Yeah - I'm that character. Not the beautiful warrior maiden or the powerful queen. The crazy hermit. In real life I do keep a flock of chickens, have a garden, do canning and dehydrating, make every single thing we eat from scratch, and pick wild edible things, like huckleberries, dandelion, yarrow, peppermint, and elderberry, though I haven't found a good local source for elderberry yet. (By way of disclaimer, this is NOT any kind of medical blog, nor will it ever be. Nor am I a medical professional. I'm not offering advice, only sharing some interesting experiences. If this sparks your interest, I'd encourage you to do some reading of your own, and remember, it's taken me thirty years to get this crazy. It wasn't something I went looking for over night o.0 )
Anyway, I say all this to introduce the fact that I've already been harvesting yarrow for years, and am fairly well acquainted with many of its medicinal uses, like stopping bleeding, reducing fever and pain, and fighting infection, etc. It's pretty much a super star in its own right. Aside from the herbalist and homesteading blogging community, you don't really hear much about it, but historically, it's been used in fist aid applications for millennia. Something that any savvy novelist would be happy to know and file for future reference. Lately one of my friends who's also into obscure herb lore was saying how she's making yarrow salve, and I thought that sounded like a good idea, especially since I hadn't gotten any dried and put away yet for the year. So Sunday afternoon I dragged Hubby out with the 4-wheeler to take me yarrow picking on the family farm. Then, stocked with a bag full of fresh yarrow, some oil, string, and mortar and pestle, just like the crazy herbalist character, I went to work...
Yes, I do, in fact, own a marble mortar and pestle set. Just to get that out of the way...
So, while I'm using castor oil for the salve, which will need to marinate for a couple weeks before beeswax gets added, I also did a tiny little batch with olive oil, crushing the yarrow extra well, and heating the oil a little bit so that it would be ready to use right away. Call it my writer's eagerness to experiment, but I was like hey - wisdom teeth out on Monday, let's see if this stuff actually works. And for the record - yes it does. Also for the record, I used olive instead of castor oil on the small batch because I haven't tried castor oil anywhere but on my skin, and since I thought I might be using it in my mouth, I wanted to play it safe. Even though people do swallow castor oil. *Shudders*
Right now you're probably thinking "Man...even by writer's standards you're crazy." But that's not entirely true. I would have used my yarrow concoction with or without the incentive of "research," because it's something I had confidence in. I've used it before, and read a lot about it. It's real-world applicable, not just interesting for the sake of writing. And I wouldn't have used it unless I actually needed it. But after getting home from having teeth pulled, and not being able to get them to stop bleeding (probably because I was having a little panic attack at the time), I did use my yarrow/olive oil solution on them, and it stopped it. Instantly.
So, loooong story short, now I not only have reading knowledge of how something might work in the world of story, I have first-hand experience! Woohoo! Though I wouldn't have complained about a less emotional and painful way of getting it... still. The fact that, in the middle of a completely miserable day of turture, the thing that pops into a writer's mind is "well, this sucks. Maybe I can use it in a book some time," seems to point to writers being not fully human. A sub species, perhaps? There's a standing joke with one of my friends that I'm part were-wolf. Maybe there's some truth to that. On the other hand, maybe writers are the most human of all. Because of anyone, we have the most cause to embrace our pain, and to own our experiences, both good and bad. When you read a book and it touches something deep down in your soul, and makes you cry, or surprises you into laughter, or begins to heal a hurt - I guarantee that's the author's own blood, dripping invisibly onto the page and reaching out to you. Instead of trying to forget their horrible experiences, they've harnessed them, and used them to infuse truth into their fiction, mixing a potent brew as powerful as any spell, capable of healing, or wounding, of changing hearts or changing the world.
Saturday, August 27, 2016
Unraveled by Words
Every month or two I end up taking a week or so off - by which I mean, not work on writing or extra housework for a couple days when I'm actually home. Usually it happens when something goes wrong, like last week, when I had the little bit of a tummy bug my loving hubby shared with me, and then didn't sleep for three days, thanks to feeling yucky and that dratted full moon. Or because there's just too much going on and my introverted soul is burnt out. Anyway, regardless the cause, I'm learning to accept it as a good thing, rather than beat myself up and feel guilty, which has always been my go-to response in the past. Instead I'll painstakingly pick out a new book or book series on Kindle and binge read. I used to find a TV series to watch, but I've found that that doesn't really do anything other than pass time. Reading renews my imagination and heals my heart like watching movies never could. And taking time out to do that is so refreshing and necessary.
So last week, as I was saying, ended up being one of those recharging weeks, or part of it anyway. There were still a million projects going on, which have carried over into this week, keeping me way too busy for comfort. But in the in-between times I've been working my way through a new series I discovered: The Staff and the Sword by Patrick W. Carr. I just finished the last one yesterday.
This has been one of those book series that picks up my world off its foundations and then shatters it. Every once in a while one of those will come along, and usually it's when I'm not expecting it. I read the description of the first book, A Cast of Stones, and nothing about it shouted "You will be destroyed!" but here I am, reeling and wondering what hit me.
As a writer I can appreciate good writing, perhaps on a deeper level than most, since I understand what goes into it. As an intuitive personality type, where literally every thing I think about is connected to every other thing, all it takes at times is a spark of an idea to start that blaze going. Well, this book had more than a spark waiting for me. Its themes of sacrifice and service are so achingly and beautifully presented, over and over again, ideas and images and scenes building upon each other into a crescendo as sharp and powerful as a sword thrust... I think it has touched every area of thought for me, from life, to faith, to philosophy, to worldview, and more than anything else, my own writing. As if I'd been painting portraits with finger paints, and then one day someone showed me the work of Da Vinci or Michelangelo, and now suddenly I'm just like "What am I even doing here? I have no right to wield the tools of my craft."
I suppose every once in a while it's good for a writer to be humbled. To find something to strive toward. There have been other authors and other books that have humbled me. But why does it at times have to feel like being undone? It's hard to pick myself up after one of those times and move on, when I feel like the meaning and the reason behind my own writing has been completely obliterated. It sends me seeking. Digging deeper. Crying while I drive or staring off into space until Hubby thinks I've finally lost it. In the end, I suppose, it makes me stronger. It makes me ask questions of myself, as a writer and as a person. It leaves me unsatisfied with myself, striving for more. Those are all good things, I guess. But my goodness, why's it have to feel like being a bug splattered on a windshield?
So last week, as I was saying, ended up being one of those recharging weeks, or part of it anyway. There were still a million projects going on, which have carried over into this week, keeping me way too busy for comfort. But in the in-between times I've been working my way through a new series I discovered: The Staff and the Sword by Patrick W. Carr. I just finished the last one yesterday.
This has been one of those book series that picks up my world off its foundations and then shatters it. Every once in a while one of those will come along, and usually it's when I'm not expecting it. I read the description of the first book, A Cast of Stones, and nothing about it shouted "You will be destroyed!" but here I am, reeling and wondering what hit me.
As a writer I can appreciate good writing, perhaps on a deeper level than most, since I understand what goes into it. As an intuitive personality type, where literally every thing I think about is connected to every other thing, all it takes at times is a spark of an idea to start that blaze going. Well, this book had more than a spark waiting for me. Its themes of sacrifice and service are so achingly and beautifully presented, over and over again, ideas and images and scenes building upon each other into a crescendo as sharp and powerful as a sword thrust... I think it has touched every area of thought for me, from life, to faith, to philosophy, to worldview, and more than anything else, my own writing. As if I'd been painting portraits with finger paints, and then one day someone showed me the work of Da Vinci or Michelangelo, and now suddenly I'm just like "What am I even doing here? I have no right to wield the tools of my craft."
I suppose every once in a while it's good for a writer to be humbled. To find something to strive toward. There have been other authors and other books that have humbled me. But why does it at times have to feel like being undone? It's hard to pick myself up after one of those times and move on, when I feel like the meaning and the reason behind my own writing has been completely obliterated. It sends me seeking. Digging deeper. Crying while I drive or staring off into space until Hubby thinks I've finally lost it. In the end, I suppose, it makes me stronger. It makes me ask questions of myself, as a writer and as a person. It leaves me unsatisfied with myself, striving for more. Those are all good things, I guess. But my goodness, why's it have to feel like being a bug splattered on a windshield?
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